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its been 3 weeks since i worked,
startin to few the stress recently.

basically i'm workin wid 3 aunties,
i'm the youngest dere.

auntie a - a veri homely auntie who treated mi veri well.
auntie b - coached mi veri well, but veri strict.
auntie c - not so ' shou ' wid her cos she's oso new.

the story goes like tis, auntie b was veri unhappi wid auntie c,
so she changed all her shifts to same as mi.
so resulted in auntie a ish alwaes wid auntie c.

initally i dun reali mind, but lately i find her gibin mi too much stress.
maybe her expectations frm mi ish so high tt she cant expect mi to make mistakes.
she wans mi to master everythin in jus 1 time, & if i fail she'll yell @ mi.

den few daes ago i was habin flu + slight fever, but i still went to work.
as it was quite bad when i reached dere, i was habin teary eyes.
the auntie didnt noe i wasnt feelin well & tot i was plain sleepy.
so she raised her voice @ mi, i actually cried cos maybe i was ill.
she did asked mi to rest + bought food for mi later upon hearin moi sore throat voice,
den asked mi y didnt i tell her i was sicked.

anywae i told moi mum abt tis auntie,
she did asked mi to becareful.
as i was the youngest dere,
the pple dere like to disturb mi & ask her to resign.
though they were jokin,
moi mum sae tis type of auntie may actuali feel unhappi abt moi existence.
i told moi mum i dun wish to get into all tis aunties conflicts,
i'm glad as long as they treat mi well.
though tis auntie do like to sae alot of pple like to tok to mi instead of her,
den i sae maybe cos her look ish alwaes so stern.

chatted wid gary,
he sae its normal to feel stress compared to no stress.
den he sae its normal to hab rashes, i was like wth lols.
cos i went to see doc, the doc was like surprised to see moi sudden increase in red spots.
i told gary maybe ish cos i too long didnt drink le, he sae i rubbish.
cos normally ish drink den will hab rashes, hahas.
but i reali veri long didnt drink le,
even qw was sayin she like quite sum time didnt see mi.
i everydae like eat slp work, off dae oso same.

lastly i tink i'm reali veri weak in copin self-stress,
all i do ish isolate moiself + hide inside moi lil rm.

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SERIOUS MOODSWING~

watchin 爱就宅一起 now,
omg bbt ish back to join mfbbt,
cant wait for the latest update!

& xiaoyu ish caught tgt wid 黑girl xiaoman~

mit up wid jack they all @ vivo kim gary, & as usual they like to disturb mi la.

its 4 in the mornin now & i've jus reached hm not long,
went new op + boozee wid wee.
met goh + qw + klan dere oso.

was on mid shift todae so i managed to end work @ 8 pm,
mornin went raffles hospital.
supposed to tk the xray + medical check up,
but the tupid nurse didnt allow mi to register as i was late for a few mins.
zzz gotta find time to go again.

wee passed mi a cute sticker to paste on moi card,
off tml & noon gary + zx thay all cumin moi hse to mj.

fri - went to sign moi appointment letter wid csc,
& i started work straight after tt.

sat - didnt join sisTas & brudders to bai nian as i gtg work @ nite.
after work wanted to join dem @ fiona's hse,
but i was too lazi + tired to do so.

todae - slept till 1 plus, went eunos wid moi mum to bai nian.
dinner was done @ chinatown,
we hab steamboat & i saw moi pri sch fren.
missed moi lao hei as we were too full.
happi bdae every1 as its ren ri todae,
gastric hab been bad lately tink cos of all the junks i ate.

tml on nite shift again,
after tt gtg grandma's hse to bai ti kong.
yey ye ish backed or back liaos?~ hahas.